Not this month, but your hair sure is pretty!!!!

I know, I know, it has been forever since I last blogged!  I have been so busy updating my school blog that I rarely have time to update my real life blog!  Thanks Diane for encouraging me to blog again!  You are such a faithful reader I didn't want to disappoint!  So I bet you are wondering what has been going on with me and Kev!  Well, this weekend is our 2nd anniversary!  I can't believe it has already been 2 years.....my time is flying by!  I honestly thought that I would have a child by now, but as we all know that hasn't gone according to plan!  That was my plan and now I am just waiting on God's Plan!  I know it is way better than mine, so waiting is just something that I have to do and I am getting used to it....well, I laughed when I typed that because honestly I am not fine with it at all, but I am trying to put on my big girl panties and deal with it!  Some of you may be wondering where we are in the whole process....well, I am on a 3 month time line.  I am in month 2 of the 3!  I am taking Clomid which my doctor really doesn't think will help but it was an option that we will try for 3 months.  I like to think I know more than him about my problems anyway, so I wanted to give it a try whether it works or not.  For clarification Kevin is fine and I am too, so they say, but something is not fine when you can't get pregnant, so it more my problem than Kevin's if you catch my drift.  So, we wait to see what happens in the next few months, then I will be going to get a second opinion just for peace of mind.....I just think anyone would in my situation, it has nothing to do with the Dr I am currently seeing, I just want a fresh pair of eyes on the situation.  So I will keep you posted.  I know of many other girls that are in the same situation as me and it breaks my heart, but I know God is just working a miracle and who am I to say when HE should be done making it!  You know I use humor a lot to deal with things and this is no different....I was reading a post by someone who said that they wanted to invent pregnancy tests for infertile people, they would read something like this (no lines or + or - signs) it would say well, better luck next time or not this month, but your hair sure is pretty or no, but you still have alone time with your hubby!  All of these crack me up! 

In other news....my JOB is wonderful!  I love Roberts more than I ever thought I could.  The parents are amazing and I love the kids! Hope everyone is doing well...Can you believe it's almost THANKSGIVING!!!