You OK??

My best friend, Lindsey has a niece named Maggie and she is just the cutest thing ever. She is 1 and has the cutest curly blond hair. Well, she has started talking and has the cutest voice! Her favorite thing to say right now is "you Ok?" she does say it with inflection as if she is asking you a question. It cracks me up. Lindsey had her at our house not to long ago and she just kept coming over to Kevin and I saying "you Ok?" I know she must get this from her mom, Heather, I bet she asks Maggie all the time if she is ok and it just stuck! She also says, "you cold?" Lindsey said that she will fall and start crying and through tears she will ask " you OK?" I just needed to remember this so I made a blog about it.

Bachelor and Fun Weekend Ahead

Tonight is the season finale of The Bachelor! I already know who won, but I am still going to watch! Why do I watch these shows??? Every season I say that I am not going to watch anymore, but I do! I am going to Holly's to watch the drama unfold.

I am also very excited about this coming weekend. I am going on a Women's Retreat with the women at my church. I have been 2 other times when I was in college and I don't think we have had one since, but I am so excited. It is at Mt. Magazine. We are having a pajama party Thursday night and I can't wait. I am rooming with Holly, Wendy, and Tiffaney! I am so ready to have fun fellowship with good christian women. My mom is going too, so that we will fun! I got these pj's to wear.

Freckleface Strawberry

This is a book that I read to my kids today! I ordered it from Scholastic with my kids book orders. I got it because I have always had freckles and I hated them. I have had the book for a few days but I hadn't read it to them yet. Well today I was cracking up this is exactly how I felt growing up and still do sometimes. My favorite part was when the kids would say "maybe all your freckles will run together and then you will have a tan." I used to pray all the time that my freckles would run together so I could be tan....haha! I love how the book is written and I love who wrote the book. Julianne Moore! She has freckles too! If I ever have a child with freckles I will keep this around! It was a good find. Hope blogland is enjoying the sunny weather today!

Things I ponder.....

• why do I cry at the drop of a hat and some people never shed tears
• some people hide the way the feel and for me it is written all over my face
• are you really defined by if you went to college or not
• how did the girl in the Olympics that lost her mother suddenly on Sunday perform a breathtaking performance 2 days later?
• how do some people frown all day long?
• at what age do you cut your hair and get it permed?
• why is it so hard to have a quiet time with God when it is way more important than watching tv or doing the other various things I do?
• what would I do if I won the lottery
• what it would be like to fit into a size that isn't a double digit.....I mean that would be freakin AWESOME!!! haha!
• why did I just put the above on a public blog
• why is getting up in the morning the hardest part of my day
• when exactly did dinosaurs exist...i confused by this
• will I ever learn to cook and love it
• what it would feel like to have a baby kick inside of you....i have always wondered how that would feel...even as a kid!
• why did my family insist I watch my cousin being born vaginally when I was in 4th grade....yuck I was sick all night!
• what makes you get chills when you experience something amazing
• how amazing it will be to meet powerful women of the Bible...Esther, Ruth, Mary, the woman at the well, Rebekah, Hannah, and many many more
• will they ever find Morgan Nick
• why do we always want what we can't have

I know this is a very random blog, but this are some things I ponder from time to time. What do you ponder?

U/S Results

Well after waiting 1 hour and 15 minutes I was finally able to get my U/S! The lady that does the u/s got really sick during the u/s right before and ran to the bathroom and remained there for quite some time. At first I was a little annoyed, but when I realized how sick she was I understood. She came back and did my ultrasound and things looked better. My left side still had one small tiny cyst that is no reason for concern. I still have the main cyst on the right side, but it has gotten a lot smaller in just 20 days so that is a good sign. Dr. Wyatt doesn't want to do anything just yet as far as removing it. He wants me to come back in 3 months and see how it is. He doesn't want me to start the Clomid just yet either as he doesn't want to cause the cyst any more problems and Clomid stimulates your ovaries and could cause more harm than good at this point. I was a little bummed because I feel like the next 3 months are just a waste, but I know God is at work. Dr. W said there is no reason why I couldn't get pregnant because the left side looks great, but we will see! Maybe it will happen, but who knows! I feel God is allowing me to walk this path so that I will get closer to Him and I believe that is working!

Ultrasound

Today I am having an U/S at 3:00! They are going to look to see if the cysts are still there or if they have changed in any way. I am guessing we will go from there to decide what to do next. I am going to be honest at first I was like oh if I have to the surgery it will be no big deal .... in my head I know that is true, but the closer it gets to 3 I am like...um Lord, could you please just make those silly things disappear?? I am terrified of hospitals and I have never had any sort of surgery before, but if I have to it will be ok! I do like attention and if I am out for a few days I would love an excuse for lots of visitors, candy, dr. pepper and flowers! I am totally kidding, I want everything to be just fine. So, I will post later and let everyone know how it goes!

My New Love XOXO

I got an iPhone for Valentines day! I am so excited! I have wanted one since they came out and I am kinda cheap, so I have waited and waited for my upgrade. Finally I have one! Kevin feels slightly abandoned since my new love has come to live with us....he can get over it haha! We didn't really do much for V-day, Kevin doesn't like to do much because he feels you should love your wife/husband as if everyday was Valentines day. However, he did propose on Valentines 2 years ago, because that was the one day he knew I wouldn't expect it. He was right! So really he couldn't do anything now to make Valentines more special than it was 2 years ago, so why try....well, there is one thing I would have liked, but we are still waiting on that little bundle of joy! HAHA!!! Did I mention that K got a pool table??? He has turned our garage into a "man cave" he did a really good job and it looks great. I did get to paint a hot pink line for the dart board so I put my touch on the room!

What do you think??? Cute huh? He has had many friend over playing this weekend. Oh and he got the couch from Habitat for Humanity for 15 dollars! What a good deal and it goes to charity!